2004-08-10 · just tell me...
a hard shake to my shoulder...

freaking me out within the dream i was having..

then of course i woke...

there’s something wrong

the smiley face doctor surgery..

fucking thursday? of course!

ponder for 49.5 hours..


of course im glad

this was supposed to be the least of my problems..

if i have something life threatening..

weeks ago i agreed to smile in her face..

afterall.. isn’t that what you wished for..

for how long now?

should i cry?

dance around the medical centre?

rip poof poof the monster apart with my teeth???

this is but the third time..

makes me smile more than those hapee pills.

my lifes so fake isnt it?

hard to believe?

hard to hear?

why me?


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